Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Hello! it's been super ultra duper long since i last blogged. Things have been pretty great so far! Work in airforceschool's library has been a breeze. Lots of slacking, playing psp, sleeping, joking, and not forgetting chionging to bind hundreds of copies of notes, punch holes like there's no tomorrow, fighting to meet a ridiculous deadline, yelling at the top of my voice during stocktaking.

My journey working in the library has been great and rewarding. I made many friends, some of whom i can call 'brothers', and some who have definitely changed my perspective of life, in some way or another. Sometimes you only know how fortunate you are when you meet someone with a less fortunate background. Makes you wonder about all the times you bully, or take advantage of. Those poor kids. Also, through one of my 'bros', i see the strength of the human spirit. The cheerfulness, optimism, innocence, kindness, genuity, friendship and so much more. He is an inspiration to me. He taught me to better appreciate life, my life. To all you bros, I thank you. Thanks for all the happy times, jokes, laughter, fights, assholeness, grossness, friendship.

In exactly one week from now, i'll be enlisting in b.m.t. I'm gonna miss you all, especially my baby, and it's gonna be at least 2 weeks before i can see you again! And between now and then, till i see you again, i'll be loving you. Love me.


14th june, B.M.T

What's going to happen when i'm in b.m.t, and when i'm out of it? I can't help but wonder if u'll be there waiting for me running into my arms or walking away from me. What if sometimes, i have a choice to be there for you but i just didn't know? Will you turn away from me again? What's going to happen in the long run if this keeps happening.

Just some questions running through my mind. I wish I had definite answers. I'm sorry.

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